golden apolloyou crawled into my braingolden apollo by inkstaineddove
on a night when new beginnings were
meant to be made.
whiskey breath burning my ear,
your body so close to mine.
you floored me.
i stuttered, stumbled,
disbelief was the only thing
worth believing in. i,
with my heart in a cage
locked with keys lost long ago, found myself
tripping because of you.
your question remained unanswered.
yet we would hide ourselves beneath
your bedsheets, becoming one
underneath green stars.
hope was our unspoken language,
desire our souls true song.
even apart i still felt your
hands knotting my hair,
hips crashing into me,
lips exploring every inch.
orgasmic imagination left me
anxiously giddy without the right
words for fantasy to cross into reality.
waiting for it has forced me into
the closet of watching you dance with
various boys or tease the idea of other girls.
i salivate at the chance to be yours.
my mouth remains locked shut despite
my heart's lock finally rusting open.
all the my metaphors an
excelsior her eyes lit up the night.excelsior by inkstaineddove
her mind was always racing.
if i hadn't know her to be so cynical
than perhaps i could believe
her to be innocent, naive.
she was beautiful in the way she
dreamt without sleeping.
bags always under her eyes,
concealed by concealer
and gained from nights searching.
i never knew for what -
or for whom.
i liked to pretend she was hunting,
praying, dreaming for me.
i'm gone from her life and
i feel her embrace during nights alone.
her absence hurts me more than it
could ever wound her.
the next greatest thing was always
an arms length away
and i was just another
flavor of the month.
how to handle heartbreak[prologue]how to handle heartbreak by inkstaineddove
i have been in your place
many a time and frankly,
you force a smile - yes -
in our position we must
because we're taught from day one
second place must lose with grace.
and i know it's hard and to me,
you seem just a spoiled as i am,
and our kind don't enjoy
when we don't get what we should.
hope for failure.
it always seems like a good idea,
and at the time the savory taste
of the satisfaction of imagining every
one of their shortcomings is delectable
like a fine mousse.
but your knees will be skinned,
your elbows bruised,
your eyes (mascara, eyeliner) blackened.
your teeth shall be chipped from the fall
and you will know what caused it.
karma's a bitch
and so is his girl.
ii. friendship never works.
cover your ears and
close your eyes before i talk.
my age to you
won't grant me wisdom.
listen to me, for this
talk to him once,
and you'll be greeted
with eternity's of
iii. you are allowed to cry,
autumn eulogiesblood may be thickerautumn eulogies by inkstaineddove
but i had more loyalty
to a stranger passing by
than to you,
kin of my kin.
yet, here i am.
here i am,
tear stained and
unable to breathe
unable to bend and
i don't know how -
no one tells me anything
in life nor will they
in death -
but i know it by
the greying in your smile
and the hollows of your
i wish i was weeping
for the uncle i lost,
but i did that years ago.
i suppose now i'm torn
over the man i
never could've known,
never desired to know
since i never knew
what i had till it was
g o n e
Through the Drinking GlassThe end of the War of Austrian Succession, 1748Through the Drinking Glass by inkstaineddove
A pile of military jackets sat stacked in the middle of a round table. Their intricate designs and cloth was now splattered with a mix of sweat, blood, and beer causing a strange odor to emit from the table. None of the parties sitting around it noticed though. They were too high off of a post-victory sense of euphoria.
They were loud and rowdy, disturbing the peace. Of course none of the patrons or the owner had the heart to tell the brave soldiers to quiet themselves down a bit. Not when they were celebrating for protecting their respective countries from the threats of the British and Austrian Empires.
There were three that were louder, more uncontrollable than all the others. They were regulars here and everyone knew it was no point in trying to calm them for it only caused them to get more raucous. The apparent leaders voice could be heard over all the others in the pub.
"Alight, alight." Gilbert stumbled over his words.
A Germans Guide to RomanceGermany sighed and leaned back in his chair. He was wondering why he bothered talking about this at all with Austria and Prussia. Ever since he had stopped speaking, the two of them had been giving him very amused looks.A Germans Guide to Romance by inkstaineddove
Roderich rose up, the expression on his face clearly showed that he was holding back laughter. "I can't believe how dense you are. Gilbert must finally be rubbing off on you." He began putting his coat on. The Austrian couldn't hold back a snort from escaping. "If you honestly don't know what Italy means by all this still, there is no hope for you. I'll be heading home now." With a flip of his hand, the be speckled nation left the home.
"Does he not remember that's been free loading off us since the eighties?" Ludwig muttered before sighing. He wasn't sure if he was happy or sad that Roderich had left. His brother couldn't be of much help, though the younger nation believed the other to be some sort of womanizing, sex god. That had to count for something mo
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