I watch my father
tear apart the skin
of a clementine and
find myself wondering
what else his hands
have done.
The answers I both
fear and know,
could intuit from the
moment I took my
first breath.
Enigmatic but familiar,
as all parents are.
But I know where he
buried the bodies.
At least, I think I do.
Does he know where
mine are found?
Buried where my
grandfather’s orange tree
proudly stood before,
like all things,
the parasites claimed it.
And when my father
looks me in the eyes,
with the impish smirk of
a boy off to the principals,
I believe he does.
And I know that if he is
to be condemned to hell,
or whatever torments li